back to miri

i am now back to miri.... haiz.... tired.... i wanna rest... there are a lot of thing i need to settle... but i cant do anything thing.... i need some motive to push me to start a new life... but i cant... i am still in the past... you are my motive... haiz... i still cannot look through the red dust... please wake up... is it like the taiwan drama? is it i need to pass some tough time then only i will get happy ending? haha... i don't think so... that's why i don't like to watch taiwan drama.... but now that is my only hope... if it really does, i am willing to face the tough time... but i want to make sure that is the ending that i want... but there is no guarantee that i can get what i want after the tough time... stop day dreaming please... haha... wat a funny and pity ah ming... sakai betul.... bye bye...